Sunday, October 13, 2019

A long walk on a cold day

I needed to clear my head and went on a long walk to look at the fall colors along the Mississippi River. It did me good. On my mind was all of the Disqus drama and what to do about it. I've been on Disqus since 2013 and for the last five years, I have been stalked by the same person who has tried to make my online life a living hell. All I can do is be myself and be honest with myself and others. I am not a perfect person nor do I pretend to be. I make mistakes and a lot of them. I try to be accountable for the mistakes I make and become a better person, although that's somewhat difficult when I am being stalked and harassed non-stop. It's difficult to do when lies and false rumors are being spread about me online and at the same time I am being doxed and harassed in real life. 

I'm still lost in my own thoughts right now and don't know where to go next, or what to do next. 


A view from the path by the Mississippi River. The fall colors are almost at their peak.